mY Leitmontif

CHANGE C H A N G E!!!

2007-12-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

its really a good day ytd.. guess its both fruitful and happy day ba.. went over to chc again after like 1 year ++ but this time round its really so different.. especially the part abt the message of the sermon.. its like so ... amazing.. cause the other day i was telling fen abt changing my life and sorta things.. and the change in my mentally actually gotten me better friends and less enemy. MESSAGE delivered that day was Matthew 18:1-4 keyword change..

It is said that

"A change in thinking will lead to a change in action and ultimately a change to your destiny."

and greatest enemy to change is TRADITION!!

true i guess. sets me thinking how many times things i plan deviate away cause i end up being complacent and sorta thing.. abit the sad ar? maybe every1 is just like me as well.. =X

Reasons why people do not change:

(a) Pride – (theres nothing wrong about me)
(b) Fear --- ( I dunno.. I am afraid of making a wrong decison)
© Rebellion
(d) Laziness
(e)Ignorance – (I dunno that I need to change)

This time round.. I really hope i can change for the better.. Guess its my new year resolution as well.. BE THE CHANGE!! Hope every1 feels the same ba.. =)

Quoted:

"When change is necessary, not to change is destructive."

"My ability to lead the change will determine my success in life."

post hols reflections

2007-12-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

is it only me or does everyone else feels that the holiday had gone to waste again? If you have planned the holiday and busted it like me.. You would probably feel that way ba.. ahhas.. dunno whats going on with me.. But i think i should be able to pick myself up soon ba.. How soon i DUNNO =X hahas oh ya.. been so stuck on prison break season 1 and 2 all the way till 5am in the morning.. so my body clock is pretty screwed up right now.. is it a accomplishment to finish season 1 and 2 within 6 days? hahas.. I must be too bored or what ba..

had time to catch up with a couple of friends that haven seen in a Y^!$()*!#)(*!# while.. and its great to know that they are still alive and kicking.. =) I guess its time to make my new year resolution and stick to it le.. 0_0

updates for the week

2007-12-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

ITS dickson's BDAY on wed.. super nice of him to treat us to dinner.. and lunch was on scotty too.. me and wk just pratically freeload whole day.. =X sushi tei was great and is dick's sister really that chio? still cant comprehend why every1 else thinks she is.. maybe i am just weird in my taste.. hwahh...

AND I FINALLY GOTTEN MY PSP... whOOOSooOOo..

Having so much fun.. and thx to my psp.. my holidays got screwed up again... busted my 1st week and think i will do the same for the 2nd.. what will happen to the book i borrowed.. Also.. I finally gotten my hands on prision break.. abit the lag.. yes i noe. but dun blame me.. =)

oh ya.. went over to Hope Church the other day and it was really cool~ especially with the pastor jeff who really knows how to amuse people with his humour.. sucha cool dude.. the play was good too.. 1 with rather twisted timeline.. sleep beauty with chinese imperial costumes.. wahahas.. twisted but i enjoyed it!!

Feeling alive and kicking again!

wheee

2007-12-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

Finally its start of HOLS!!! and FINALLY can get my IE to work.. haven been able to sign in to blogspot for damn damn long.. yeah.. good to see my good friends again!! and I have been real real slack in my studies.. Dunno what is happening to me.. Must be my good friends influence me de.. =X

well well.. I am GLAD that I gotten a new good friend.. Yeah.. NO DOUBT IT IS YOU!! =P I am going to buy a PSP if nothing goes wrong.. and hopefully can buy real real cheap and I NEED A DAMN BAG!!!

abit sad that a few dudes from my class are going germ.. lesser guys in the class = EVEN LESS LIFE... =(

wishing all a mERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

wahahhas..

2007-11-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

shall update a little about my life.. Realised that I have been too busy lately!!! Basically most of my time goes to my darling weekiat.. hahas.. =X monday and thurs gym with him.. wed and sat bball with him.. Busy hor? Think he cant get enough of me ba.. >.< and we quite on sia.. ytd still got play badminton with HS,HR,J,D,S, WL, JF, guess urself who is who ba.. =P

Yeah played majong today! win $20 dollars.. but poor wl.. 1 person lose 3 lose until $50.. Record Holder sia.. hahahs.. dun whack me!

Oh ya.. Been spending money like water recently too.. Bought 1 bball 90 dollars.. 1 bball shoe $202.. some shirts and etc.. end up another #300 gone.. I must learn to control my spending habits le.. If not can die sia..

And I FINALLY GOTTEN MY OCT PAY!! every1 get Nov pay le.. i just get OCT.. hahas..
Stupid attachment..

Hopefully sunday can go rollerblading.. lala..

last day of work

2007-11-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Finally!! It is my last day of work here in CAAS. All the travelling and work has made me weary.. But i still think that I am going to miss this place alot.. especially the interns and my supervisor!

They super sweet lor.. Got food will give me.. Sick will concern.. and now that I am going le.. Give me 1 Levi's T shirt, 1 nike towel, 1 bar of choc, 1 keychain, tibits and more chocs.. and my supervisor gave me this leather coin pouch from ProjectShop.. Really Really super touched!! =)

Hope can score well ba.. And I am glad to say that I learnt lots of stuff here!

pressie

2007-10-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

a special gift.. from a special friend

2nd outing

2007-10-28T14:56:00.001+08:00

whee.. we had our 2nd outing.. super on la!!! eric is like super super crappy and funny.. play jokes on every1.. but without him the thing wouldn't have rocked that much! I am nothing but so blessed to know you guys man.. think i will really miss my time in CAAS after i go back sch..

IPP DAYS to be MISSED

2007-10-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

wah... i came ipp with the expectation to be lonely since i am stranded so far away.. But little did i expect to meet my current clique of friends that are absolutely cool and funky.. I enjoy spending time with them.. especially the dinner and movie ytd.. i mean how many of my classmates get to go out with interns from other polys? hahas.. maybe i didnt had a choice.. but it was sure fun..

weekends is typically bball with kiat and other bros.. have fun peeps..

my sassy girl

2007-09-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

dunno watch this show for like 123810941 times.. but i still enjoyed it.. probably the best movie i seen.. =)

所谓的命运，它会为付出努力的人塔起一座名为偶然的桥梁。。

2nd week

2007-09-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

woah.. its finally end of 2nd week.. and unfortunately i always suay suay kana OT on fridays.. worse than normal days.. OT until 8pm today without any pay. Company's policy is volunteery OT.. sians.. but good side is that i get to read through all the auditing proposal from the Big 4 firms.. How many of my friends can be so lucky to do project like this? So am i lucky or am i not? but sians la.. take cab home even surcharge 5 buck more ex then people.. Changi to my house in terms of dist is even further than scott's place to my place.. hahas.. suay.. No transport rebursement too .. Most suay de is I bought 4 socks last week for IPP end up now 1 missing again.... Dunno is it that the wind blow too strong.. Or my mum nv kiap* properly.. sibei suay.. But i enjoyed working on the whole.. =)

FREAKING BROKE LA!

2nd week into IPP and aching all over

2007-09-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

So glad that I can finally get myself motivated and go according to my plans.. Been working out so hard at IPP and with weights recently.. Most importantly, I managed to keep my diet under control. Having considered that I eat almost anything and really isnt concerned about the fat content or whatsoever.. its really quite an accomplishment.. I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN!! HOPE TO KEEP IT UP!! Met up with kiat and Kai on sat.. for gym and a trip to the PASIR something ARMY CAMP.. ITS SO AWESOME!!

PEEPS! You should go see see look look if you have the time.. I mean next year or the next exibition. LOLS.. I saw something damn interesting along the way.. I mean seriously.. YOU WILL LAUGH IF YOU NOE THIS DUDE.. Look carefully....

Does it mean a dream come true for him? Or is it a gone for good for uS? You decide.. LOLS..

Sunday I kana conned out by JF..

IPP

2007-08-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

IPP finally started huh.. Needa wake up at 615 everyday. LOLS.. its okay ba.. just that must take 1.5 hr to reach there abit pissed only.. 1 day 24 hr 9.5 at work. 3 hr on bus.. 8 hr for slp.. i got 3.5 for myself.. chi he la ta all within this 3.5 hr. LOLS.. think everyone is so busy with IPP that all seldom online ba.. ALL the BEST PEOPLE!! >.<

2007-08-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

有多久了？有两年了吧？也许这两年原来我都在原地踏步。。别人说跌倒了，要学会自己站起来。相信这点我应该做得很好吧？都跌了二十多次，也许有三十了吧，我还是站了起来。原来学会站起来不是一件难事。刚开始时伤得比较重，但是渐渐的疼痛随着更多次的摔伤而淡化了。也许是应为我已经把摔伤当作理所当然的事吧？真正的痛应该是明知道会失败，但还得从容面对。

这样子来做个比喻吧。棒棒糖和丁丁糖同时摆在店里的架子上。阿花每次到糖果店都是只卖棒棒糖。她从来不瞧丁丁糖一眼，更别说是尝试了。两年来丁丁糖都无奈的在等阿花来尝试，可是这曾不成发生过。也许阿花这辈子不会知道自己会不会喜欢吃丁丁糖，应为她没给过它一次机会。阿花应该也忘了自己会喜欢棒棒糖是因为她曾经尝试过吧。阿花没有错，丁丁糖也一样。

也许缘分是为了曾经努力和付出的人所塔的桥梁，只不过是同人不同命吧。最遗憾的不是因为付出的没有回报，而是我的努力不曾打动你。。

2007-08-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

the highlight of 2007 didnt turn out to be as good as i expected it to be.. probably its really a dream...

train business

2007-07-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

went to PS to buy tibits worth 30 bucks.. omg.. what am i doing.. saw something interesting in the train. train is packed as usual, leaving me standing in the inter-cabin area..

next STOP.... Little India..

Suddenly I saw this boy roughly the age of 7-9, standing up and giving his seat to a pregnant lady.. Its like the most OMG THING I seen on the train lar.. hahas.. But the kid couldnt stand still and started doing some pole dancing in the train.. Seriously.. I must comment that HE IS SUCH A CHAP lar.. HIS MUM TAUGHT HIM DAMN WELL! so i took the 1st pic of him... slient mode*

lols.. tried to take 2nd photo.. BUT SE phones u cant like pretend ur like doing stuff when taking photos.. cause u die die have to press the camera button on the side.. somemore i forget to off slient.. paiseh. he caught me!.. and didnt take it nicely so del.. =X Afterwhich i spotted a seat and ask him to seat down and he politely refused him.. Dropped off in hougang or kovan i think..

Kinda touched by this little boy's effort. Normally commuters wouldnt give their seats to people who need it more. In fact, they just turn their eye to it and continue chatting with their friends. I mean like I am rather disgusted fact that I live in a society like this. It is not uncommon to find similiar treads in forums or in STOMP.COM Furthermore, I hate it when I seen fellow singaporeans block the entrance of the train's door and tries to force their way in while people are trying to get out. Isnt it more logical that you can proceed faster if you made way for them?

Maybe the kia-su-ness has been rooted in our character from a long time ago for such phenomenon to occur. I sincerely hope that we can be recognised more than just a nation with kind hearts in terms of monetary donations.. =)

Stronger than before

2007-07-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

finally getting some of my motivation back le.. Dunno whats wrong with me.. Spend the past 1 month+ gaming.. still got study lar.. but then also not much. >.<

Picked myself out of my comfortable bed at 10 to go jogging.. gosh.. i suck at this now.. I think it will accelerate soon ba.. WHOLE AFTERNOON DOING ALL THE ENTRE STATEMENTS!! Weary I am, but I learn more.. so nvm ba..

Guess I have gained a different insight to life ba.. Starting to see things from a different perspective.

Check this out

2007-07-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Dunno how they manage to do so.. BUT ITS AMAZING!!!

Colouring aint that realistic.. but on the whole its nice!

sians

2007-07-17T22:37:00.001+08:00

feeling weird again.. hate to feel this way.. must be too stressed up or some hormones disorder.. Who knows..

Ask and chat

2007-07-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

lols.. today i pro active sia.. after meeting the GIA people i went back home, then saw this guy playing naruto song that i dun have.. I went up to the stranger and ask him to bluetooth me! hahas..

After that, I had a hair cut that exhausted $30bucks from my reserves.. The cut took roughly 45mins? The longest hair cut that I had in my entire life, but it was an enjoyable experience.. Was like chatting with the malehairdresser^{*I aint GAY} .. Can really tell that he is putting his heart into cutting my hair..

After bathing (face is censored)

This made me realised even more that we human can get rather self-centered. I mean like when was the last time you chat with the taxi uncle when u are taking taxi alone? You maybe thinking that why should you chat with some1 that you may possibly meet once or maximum twice in your life.

However, I still think that every1 is unique in their different way and by chatting with them you can learn more stuff about them and also in life. Furthermore, by asking them things related to their life can actually set an interesting topic going. Eg, asking taxi uncle about his life, he may tell you that he is actually a football player from decades ago. Its really interesting to know people in this way.. TRUST ME!!!

Just try asking them some questions. Every1 likes to be heard.. In return, they will ask you questions that may stir up some happy memories of yours. =)

ATTENTION ALL MJ KAKIS

2007-07-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Di Hu is not to game within first 4 turns.. its within the 1st turn.. Tian Hu is by Zhuang, Other than Zhuang game are all Di Hu. So in other words.. Weekiat conned our money.. hahahas...

mj day

2007-07-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

wah.. today play mj damn xiong lar.. siao.. after sch str take cab to ash house play 1.7 rounds with 3 zha hu by WL and D. lols.. so many zha hu.. but the highlight of the day is when weekiat and us went to collect the majong set and table... he suddenly take the majong set and put in front of his chest.. IF U CAN GUESS WHAT HE SAY I TOCK!!!

DEAL OR NO DEAL!!!!

hahahs.. kiat crapy as usual.. getting more lame though.. hahahas.. then dinner was great with 7 people eating zhu char.. but cab fare was a burn in a pocket after weekiat and dick drop off. OMG 20 bucks.. dun ever try to be funny next time.. hahas..

dulan!!

2007-07-09T11:19:00.000+08:00

sians... kana tua by phelan and kai an.. supposed to meet for CMFI project discussion at 11am.. end up nv come also nv inform me.. damn suay lar.. must nua in school for 3 hours before the presentation and somemore i bring laptop.. screw it..

2007-07-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

你是眼里的音乐　最动心的歌　

你播着　全世界突然亮了

多么实在的感觉　望着你的脸　

这一刻　我到了被人遗忘的永远

在陌生的街　天让我们遇见　

像迷路的人找到了回家的路线

你的美丽我要珍惜　昨天会忘记　

是谁遗失了你　我愿陪着你找回(你)自已

当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里　

我已确定　那个人就是你

窝在我心里最动听的Melody

sians

2007-07-02T11:26:00.001+08:00

I realised that I very long nv blog liao. wahahas. dunno is it just me, or is everyone lost about the lessons? I think maybe its because year 3 liao then every1 also slack slack.. *finding excuses.. hahs.. whatever it is.. i think i am really spending too much time on my game.. CAN SOMEBODY STOP ME PLS!!!! arghs..

first time so lost about lessons, haven do CMFI,invest proj.. haven even start.. die lar.. =(

Its HOLS!@@

2007-06-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

Finally had some time to rest, be it whether I want to anot. Cause I have been coughing and ill for the past week. Blood today somemore.. =( well.. good thing is that the night safari trip turn out to be quite pleasant with an unexpected turnout rate. Photos are stil in Dick's digi so ya.. no pics..

Highlights

I become the pest controller of the day!!

XP and the small tiny ant that set her screaming in Ben and Jerry in the zoo?
Huishing and this freaking BIG flying ant or i dunno wat u call it! *murdered by matthias
Bought a 1 year slave for $1. cheap sia. for more details, pls refer to http://ladies-nitess.blogspot.com/
Wanling's encounter with crocodiles..??? hahas

Well whatever it is, I been spending too much freaking time on games man! Granado Espada! The graphics is really awesome. Check this OUT!

Lastly.. become I end off.. this is the photo of the day!
WTH is Scott trying to do!@#$*^!#)*#)_!*#!*$&(!^@(*

Pirates!

2007-06-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Watched Pirates (At Worlds End) with Jamie, JF and Wk after sch. Wasted a freaking 2-3 hours waiting for the 5.30 show to start.. oMG. The show took like 2 hours 50 mins to play lar! Been so long since I watched a show like that after Lord of The Rings series. On the whole, the movie is enjoyable but compromises a little on its storyline. The interesting parts include how Captain Jack's(acted by Johnny Deep) imaginary replicas of himself replied to his questions throughout the show. The show also highlights the nature of Jack as being the person that always escapes from his problems. Captain Babossa (by Geoffrey Rush) on the other hand behaves like a siao gina/risk taker. The more risk they were going to take, the more hippy he will be...
(Perhaps he is trying to zhuai that he is immortal) lols =)

Of all scenes, I like this particular part whereby this guy I duno what name, the overall in-charged of the English or Dutch Fleet, he was like engaged in battle with the Black Pearl and the other Ghost Ship. Then miraculously, he can walk on his ship without getting BOMB by any 1 cannon while his crew were almost all slain. He then slides down the escalator after he walks out from his cabin. ITs damn amazing how the CGI is done.. WATCH IT PEOPLE!

200 pounds beauty

2007-06-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy recently and finally got time to rest slightly for today. Watched 200 pounds beauty.. quite touching until i teared..^{(never knew that I could be emo as well)}

On the whole its 1 awesome movie. =)

Synopsis
The show features the pursuit for perfection as told from Hanna's perspective. Hanna is a kind-hearted soul that doesn't appeal much in terms of physical appearance. In contrary to her clumsiness and plumpish aspects, Hanna is blessed with the voice of an angel. Putting her talents to good use, she sings on behalf of singers who got the looks yet horrid voices. Hanna slowly begins to long for the spotlight as well as the attention of Ammy's handsome producer, Sang-jun.

In an innate urge for acceptance and love, Hanna decides to undergo plastic surgery. After a year, Hanna re-appears with a captivating new look and passes off as a Korean-American singer named Jenny. In attempt to eradicate her old image, she became a different person that disacknowledged her friend and father. The show concluded with Hanna apologising to all her fans in the concert and they accepted her for who she is.

my thoughTs
Many of the times I find people trying to be someone that they are not. Sadly, I do belong to this group recurrently. In order for acceptance, we change ourselves. But are we feeling the happiness from our heart truely?

There may be also times whereby we commented on how others look, gossip about their lives. If we had stepped a step then and think, would anyone want to be fat and ugly? Would anyone want to be disgusting and feel ashamed of themselves. If theres anyone that says a YES to these question, then I can only hope that he/she could at least be happy.

Perhaps we should stop looking at whats on the surface and start knowing others through their hearts. Perhaps we should consider our demeanour first before we judge on others.. =)

Something extra for my dearest Friends

2007-06-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

Well... I am sure that we have always felt something like this " Why is life so unfair? Why am I always the unlucky one? For instance, today hasn't been smooth for me. Nonetheless we still move on with our lives with our bits and pieces of grumping. However, if we continue with the way we may be now, it is only inevitable that we will grow up to become a pessimist.

Think about it, what is good when we live in a world without bad. How will happiness feel like if we don't have something called sadness? To me, sometimes life is just like 2 sides to a coin. There are definitely good & bad, ups and down. I am sure that all of us here hope that our life can be the way we want it to be. Some may want to be rich, some may want certain things in life. But my point is, "Would life be as fun if everything follows according to what you planned?"
The answer would undoubtedly be a NO!

Since we can't control the obstacles that we may meet in our life, why ain't we looking at it from a different perspective?

Solution: Become a optimist! A optimist is someone who see opportunities in every disaster!

1. Say something positive about yourself and people around you everyday!
2.Be courteous. Always say "please" and "thank you"

3.When things go wrong, take it on the chin and move on. Identify and implement the key learning points from the failure, but do not dwell on the situation.

*Taken from some newspaper article

*Optimists smile 38% more than Pessimists..

If by doing this little acts each day can make a whole lot of difference to our lives, why shouldn't we be doing them? Although I not able to fulfill these acts fully, I have been trying and will keep on trying.

my 1st BLOG ENTRY

2007-06-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOO.. I made my 1st BLOG entry!!! hahas.. though still really sure how this thing works, but I strongly believe that I will IMRPOVE.. the very first thing I going to talk about shall be FOOD..=)

wahahas.. Went to michelle's workplace with weekiat.. so romantic right? 2 guys... fusion restaurant... omg! *what am i saying!!! But seriously the food there is nothing but such gratifying delicacy!! We ordered the Hawaiian pork chop under special recommendation by mic. To kick things off, the plain water served has a faint aroma of lemon within. However, mic was so busy that it took pretty long for her to see us! hahas.. poor mic..

Finally, It became the highlight of my day as the long awaited main course was placed before my very eye!! Enticing placed on my plate was 3 pieces of tender grilled meat with some beanspout dressing i suppose. The heavenly scent filled my nostrils before I began my scrumptious meal. I guess most of us wouldn't wait a second to gobble up the mouth-watering meat straight away. However, I chose to have the broccoli first. Little did I expect the broccoli to be flavoured! It was kinda shocking for me especially that the dressings I had so far were all tasteless. The broccoli boiled with the meat juices blended perfectly! (I mean i can just eat this for the rest of my life! hahahas)

Next up is the porkchop! The taste was so well marinated that I really dunno how to describe it. I aint kidding! This is really the best pork chop I had in my life! Or was it that the other pork chops were too horrible? hahas.. Perhaps its just that my expectation from a porkchop isnt that HIGH.. hahas.. The haiwaiian chop also came with a slice of pineapple. To many I think it would probably serve as a decoration or something? However, the pineapple does serve a BIG use for me. Whenever, the taste of the pork chop gets a little mild, a small serving of the pineapple slice does the Trick! The dish was so marvelous that I decided to slowly enjoy this masterpiece by the brilliant chef there!

Well so if anyone of you guys are convinced by my experience, do visit mich's workplace at suntec's Olio outlet. And if you do visit there and find that your visit is a waste, dun come find me! =)